Wednesday, April 12, 2006
Dear diary, forever.
What happens when you hold onto forever? Yx came and told me its pain. Px said it was exhaustion. Then what happens when you cant? Then what happens? What comes next? Desolation? Reeally? Then what does holding on really means?
Forever with you. Forever in me.
Love is like drugs. It makes you addicted to it, craving it, and then it takes tha life out of you. And when you get out of tha rehab. centre, it lingers around. Always so tantalising.That little part in you, had never really forgot how it taste like and you yearn for it even more. And that part of you, had also never forgotten how it was like during tha days when you were inside tha rehab. centre.
Ideals dont exist. They are there just for you to compare how harsh reality is. When reality sinks in, ideals as well as hopes are depridated.
To what extent does your love costs you? To tha extent that your love actually requires others to sacrifice theirs.
Had school today. Tmr is sports day. Rahhh, im running. Sighs, i don't get it. Is winning really that impt? Dom was pissed today and he tore his test papers. I sewn tha papers back for them. I dont want him to regret what he did. Sometimes i hope he really know what he is doing. I hope he is happy. Amos didnt look too good either. I wonder is it tha weather. Tha on and off weather seems to be playing games with us as well. Gd luck to all for those who are running tmr.
BECAUSE I KNOW OUR DREAMS WILL NEVER DIE. -
if i had that one wish }
SAY MY NAME, SAY MY NAME!
My name is AYJJ'
Appreciate me, il stickwitye'
15/male
go figure
and if i had the one wish..
1. go on a holidaaayyyyyy (:
2. get L1R5 < 12 for mid years.
3. revamp this blog.
4. Learn how to cook tha spaghetti and chocho cake
5. get that swatch watch
6. Buy whatever i need
7. Do all these before Dom's bdae