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Sunday, April 30, 2006

Dear Diary, Rejuvenates

I dont think my hatred can last very long. This morning i alrdy had this insane urge to go and talk to my sister. I feel like strangling her for evythg she had done but then, my RIGHT mind says i shdnt do somethg as low as that. Seriously, im stil not convinced that im wrong in tha first place. Secondly, my ego and pride wil take a fall if i really do that. Rah, humans shdnt have complex feelings like these. Tha only thing im proud of is that ive managed to keep my cool for tha whole day by not talking to my dad. Like hello, this is like tha only time i can have my revenge bcos my hatred doesnt last long, esp towards my family, much less my own DAD-E.

Ytd was a complete dork. I didnt manage to get anythg done and i basically slept tha whole day through. Wanted to cut my hair but too bad tha hair stylist i always use is not in, doing some freaky shows. Uh, need to get it done by tmr. Shucks, tha whole day wil be like in a rush esp so when i havent done my homework or my maths wksht and i wil basically rush them thru tmr. Like seeing my sister tha whole day wasnt bad enough. Someday, just someday, im gonna write a series of unfortunate events. This morning till mid-afternoon was basically running some errands for mom-e. Afetr mom-e suggested to go for a swim for THA kids. So i invited akmar, my freaky neighbour, to go along. Was damn hilarious bcos she kept saying that she didnt want to have her skin tanned so thruout tha swim she was sitting by tha bench watching us swim. So i got really pissed and mischievious that i conspired with my brother to get her down into tha waters. My ploy failed so i just pushed her down to tha water anyway. All done. Haha, and she was pinching me thruout so i shouted, " STOP PINCHING MY BUTT'' and " YOU HORNY BITCH". Lol, ppl kept turning back to look whats tha commotion about. Lol, her face went all red. So theres this new kid at tha pool who is soooo adorable. Lol, he looks damn lonely so i decided to make friends with him. Lol, bad idea to have me as a friend bcos i was pinching his face till his cheeks went pink. HAHA. Damn adorable luh. Got back home in dad's car. Got to listen some oldies and evoked memories that i never thought of and stuffs like that. Nayy, gotta start doing some serious planning for tha mid-years and POST MID-YEARS activities. I am so gonna buy that zara top and jacket, levis skinny jeans, birkenstock and a new swatch watch. Heh, $_$!!!!

Oh by tha by, i think ive left out somethg that happened last week. Did i say i was molested at tha pool. I dont think so. Okae, i was molested by this old uncle. Damn. Tha good thing was probly that i gotta be at least ABIT attractive thats why even old uncles like him wants to advance on me. No, he didnt advance. He POUNCED. heh, but was nth big i guess.

So yeaaaaah. REALLY gotta start working my ass now. Get really good grades and claim money from mom-e. Its me and tha money against time and tha world. Hohohooo.

Euphoria- because our dreams will never die.

if i had that one wish }