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Thursday, April 20, 2006

Dear diary,wrong impression.

I think i have tha wrong impression on evybody. Not just my impression, it is literally my poor judgement on everyone. Sighs, tha last thing i want to do today was to write my lousy day on tha internet so that evyone can see it. But ive made it a point where i wil update evydaayyyy.

So, was late for school today, as usual. And its damn hot. I think il give half of what i own to msia just to have their buses set up a PROPER air-conditioner. Then, i witnessed a arguement between my bus uncle and a barely 10-yr-old boy. Tha boy was in tha wrong but he cried and my whole heart just went out to him. I know im nice! Started tha day with freaking boring mother tongue and oh-so-difficult add maths.

Yeah, tha day ended with s.s, another equally boring lesson bcos Roy is at his service and Shar was taking over. I got so bored that i asked evyone to play stickmen and bingo. Then went to tha canteen and started chatting with tha store vendors. I strongly urge evyone to eat food from stall 4 and 7. Its like sooo nice+nice. And most imptly, i like the vendors there. Hohooo, was crapping with Joel, Leo, Kaian, Anrui and Wilson at tha canteen. Started this lame number pattern game that evyone seemed to be so interested in. Hur, Dom and clique was nowhere in sight. I hope both Dom and Amos can regularly update me about their whereabouts. I hate to worry myself when they are off somewhere enjoying. Not that im saying they shd tell me evythg, but just that you knoooooowww. THAT THING!

yeaaah, had cst then. Went to tha canteen and found store 8 closing alrdy. So i quickly went there to buy dom Vitasoy but tha uncle didnt want to sell it to me. But i persuaded him to give it to me anyway. Haaaaaa, so yeah, i like serving Dom even thou he seems to be taking it for granted. But then, thats not that pt, tha pt is that i like doing it. I guesssssss. Anyway, went home with Dom! But didnt say much tha entire time when we were on tha train. He keep saying he was bored and i feel so inferior bcos i cant seem to make him laugh tha way others do. Sighs, its hard to expect anythg from anyone nowadays. So, ive generously came to tha conclusion that expecting and waiting are both tha hardest and most ardent thing to do in this world.

I hope i know what my sister is thinking bcos i cant seem to reach out to her anymore. I hope she knows i love her and so do tha rest of tha family. Sighs, i hope i know what evyone is thinking so that theres no need to second-guess anyone. Second-guessing is tha second hardest thing to do.

if i had that one wish }