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Tuesday, May 16, 2006

Dear diary, I watched tha world go by.

I'm totally proud of myself these days. I actually watched tha world go by. Yessss, im soooo bored that i took turns from watching tha wall, to tha television, then to tha computer and back to tha wall again. Its like tha best thing one could ever do just after tha exams. I think im pretty much stressed out over tha exams and nth can be compared than facing this extreme boredom where you have basically nothing to do and nothing to study. Heh, so himbotic and soo totally me. Hahaha, well exams are over and a new worry has to surface itself because life is just about having worries all tha time. Yeappp, so exams are over and i got back my results ytd. I wouldnt say its very bad but its not very good either. Its like, one of those, where you know you arent gonna achieve anythg great, results. Like its totally hanging there and you cant do anythg about it. I really wanted to get L1R5 < 12 but its like i think achieving less then 20 is alrdy a problem now. Tha only thing im proudest of is my emaths and english.

My dad is now trying a total new thing to restore my face back to its original state and cure my eating disorder or sumthg about my immunity system being too low. But anyway, its suppose to be a drink and its like all green and slimy thingy that has got this weird veggie seaweed taste. But it kinda help i guess. Well, so HAOPENGYOU decided to postpone this little shopping trip we have to next next saturday i think. Well, it doesnt bite or harm so i said its okae. I hope tha things i wanna buy wont like sold out or sumthg. Then while i was watching The O.C just now, which is very nice and addictive and tha best thing to do when theres no school or exams, tha agent from some modelling agency called me and told me theres this interview tmr going on and asked me to go but i said il consider. I think il probly wont go, its tha best anyway, since im having school and having this serious facial problem and i dont even think il pass tha whole interview thingy. Nvm, thats not tha point, tha point is, theres so many things i haven done yet and dom's birthday is coming and so is my o'level mother tongue exams. Fcuk, first thing first, revamp this blog luh.

if i had that one wish }