AYJJ

2006-05-16T04:56:00.000-07:00

Dear diary, I watched tha world go by.

I'm totally proud of myself these days. I actually watched tha world go by. Yessss, im soooo bored that i took turns from watching tha wall, to tha television, then to tha computer and back to tha wall again. Its like tha best thing one could ever do just after tha exams. I think im pretty much stressed out over tha exams and nth can be compared than facing this extreme boredom where you have basically nothing to do and nothing to study. Heh, so himbotic and soo totally me. Hahaha, well exams are over and a new worry has to surface itself because life is just about having worries all tha time. Yeappp, so exams are over and i got back my results ytd. I wouldnt say its very bad but its not very good either. Its like, one of those, where you know you arent gonna achieve anythg great, results. Like its totally hanging there and you cant do anythg about it. I really wanted to get L1R5 < 12 but its like i think achieving less then 20 is alrdy a problem now. Tha only thing im proudest of is my emaths and english.

My dad is now trying a total new thing to restore my face back to its original state and cure my eating disorder or sumthg about my immunity system being too low. But anyway, its suppose to be a drink and its like all green and slimy thingy that has got this weird veggie seaweed taste. But it kinda help i guess. Well, so HAOPENGYOU decided to postpone this little shopping trip we have to next next saturday i think. Well, it doesnt bite or harm so i said its okae. I hope tha things i wanna buy wont like sold out or sumthg. Then while i was watching The O.C just now, which is very nice and addictive and tha best thing to do when theres no school or exams, tha agent from some modelling agency called me and told me theres this interview tmr going on and asked me to go but i said il consider. I think il probly wont go, its tha best anyway, since im having school and having this serious facial problem and i dont even think il pass tha whole interview thingy. Nvm, thats not tha point, tha point is, theres so many things i haven done yet and dom's birthday is coming and so is my o'level mother tongue exams. Fcuk, first thing first, revamp this blog luh.

2006-05-06T06:03:00.000-07:00

Dear diary, THA SPA WHO SHAGGED ME.

I was just watching a few recollection of old movies. Haha, damn shagged luh. Esp so when you just have two humanities papers on one day. It was stressful revising thru them. Much so after tha papers. Arghhhh, people shouldnt put their ideal expectations on anybody. Its disappointing for you when they dont and tiring for them if they do. Words like 'perfect' and 'beautiful' are too general. Nobody shd use it on anybody. Was basically oogling through my day for tha past few days. Accompanied Leo to eat with jason and zigui. Was bored, so bot an ice-cream while they were eating. It's haadagen daz luuuuh. Yayness, amos bot it for me. Then got home with him on Thursday. Bot mochi ice-cream with him and ate it at mac with Dom, james, lkc and darren! Im tha nicest guy on Earth. Im like tha king of all nicest people. Lol, so i knighted him. Hes a Sir Nice now. Respect is tha worddddd. Hahaaaa, then got home with Dom. Was playing with his hands thruout. Then accompanied him all tha way to jurong east.. Got back home and talked to second sisy for abit. Yayness, second sis is <3. Im really starting to dislike my eldest sis. Fcuk her, literally. well anyway, after tha papers went to eat at kfc with zigui and yunxuan. They are all lovey dovey. Hahaaa, bot dom ferrero rocher bcos he looked so damn bloody sad after tha papers. Haha, didnt accompanied him back home thou. Got up with some friends and went to their house? Lol, anyway, im seriously not in tha mood to blog these days. Esp when tha exams are so near and when im about to get hysterics again.

Saw tha parent trap thingy just now on five. It was damn hilarious luh but its like so damn romantic when tha dad said to tha mom," I dont expect you to cry. But you always have tha choice to cry in my arms. And after evythg, i swear il never make you cry again.". THEY AINT GETTING ANY YOUNGER YOU KNOW. But these kinda things are like ufos, non-existent. Ive always wanted to see a really old couple, holding onto forever. Your hands gently locked onto mine. Mine gently locked over yours. Lets grow old together.

THA THING TO DO FOR MAY : GET YOURSELF SOMETHING FOR THA MONTH.

2006-05-03T04:39:00.000-07:00

Dear diary, all tha lies.

Im able to cover myself up in labels and expensive tailor-made suits. All these money only managed to change what i am. But tha fact remains untainted that my birth was a lie and nth can change who i really am . Maybe shes right. Cutting my hair and dressing myself up with labels wont change anything. It all comes down to naught. Im still me. Tha perfect life is a life without tha 'f'. Im running away not because im escaping reality. Tha truth is that i realised tha world is tha one who's lying. Lying to me. -Neil Christ's Hell's Kitchen

Saw it on my storybook but i changed tha words here and there. Today is Akma(my best neighbour)'s birthday. Hooooray, im gonna treat her with an 'expensive' trip to City square and 'indulge' on her. Heres tha plan, a trip to tha movies and a lunch at Secrets Recipe. Haha, its tha best i can give in such a short time okaeee. SINCERITY AND THOUGHTS ARE BOTH PRESENT. Urgh fcuk Levis, tha skinny type1 jeans aint gonna come until august. )))): Then i wonder whats their spring/summer edition book for? Its like.. fcuk. My plans and all that are all gonna change just because of that. Im stressed. I think im gonna get another one of my hysterics again. It just so happens that im sick and absent from a school a day and i cant seem to catch up with tha class alrdy. And im so bloody nervous whats everyone gonna say about my hair that i practically shouted across tha class ive cut my hair so that they will like you know.. stop asking me those barbaric and awkward questions like... why did you cut your hair? orrrrr why did you do that to your hair? orrrrrr you cut your hair uh? Like duuuuh. Fcuk everyone for making me feel like a Pri1 kid attending tha first day of school. Amos is like soooo nice. He knows my hair DEMANDS ATTENTION and so thruout tha maths lessons at AVA, he was basically giving me his 102% attention on me and my hair. Haha, he also gave me money to buy an ice cream so that il feel better. In fact, IVE NEVER FELT BETTER IN MY LIFE, of course apart from tha body aches and tha lungs-breaking coughs. WILSON, PEIXIAN, SIHUI AND ME FORMED THA ANDREW'S HAPPY HOUSE. Yayness luh! I love this group thingys. So lovingly cuddly!!!! And you know what, MsCheah is my Lady Fcuk. She's fcuking H-O-T. Besides, her Hips Don't Lie. And she makes a man wanna speak PERFECT ENGLISH. All those attention, attraction, oh baby cant you seeeee, MSCHEAH IS PERFECTION. Damn, shes my fcuking mistress luh can.

I neeed to get my ass moving. I seriously find tha computer a constant distraction, as well as tha bed. But i love them nonetheless. Haha, spent tha evening talking to akma and went night-marketing with her. Im deeply astounded by tha way these night-marketers handle their stores and stuffs. And everything is so damn bloody cheap. The beggars literally sat in tha middle of tha road to get everyone's attention. And everyone just simply don't care. Whats with everyone nowadays. I HATE HUMANITIES. -currrrrrse

2006-05-01T18:15:00.000-07:00

Dear diary, Greeeeeeen.

What happens when you hold onto forever. I've never really realised just how much ive missed out all these while because i was always busy chasing something surreal. Something that never really existed. And because of this, i closed down on doors that i never really intended to. Its just about missing out, letting go and reaching out.

Blooooody hell, my whole body is aching. I feel thoroughly unwell despite my temperature proved to be 37degress. And so it happens, i just cut my hair. Its so damn bloody shooooort. Tha hairstylist told me to go there and try out this new haircut of his and just nice, mdm memy caught me for my hair. So i decided to try and to my horror, ta-daaaaaaaaa. Tha hairstylist that i usually go to wasnt free at tha moment so he stood in for him. He seems really nice so i decided it might be okae afterall. WRONG WRONG WRONG. B-I-G mistake. Its like, he actually asked me if tha hair is acceptable or not, then it was like tha hair is alrdy cut and even if i disagree, nth will change. So i just nodded and let him do all those horrid stuffs to my hair.

Rah, ytd was also another complete dork.Had this study session with my best neighbour,who treated me nasi lemak, in tha morning and so managed to get a few pieces of maths paper done but havent really started revising. So im going to do that today. Sighs, ive been saying that for tha past three days and nth really seems to be done. Oh fcuk, i hope somebody can tell me whats going on in tha class right now. Urgh, fancy being sick when tha exams are just 3 days away. Fcuk fcuk fcuk. Promised leo to accompany him back home today. Oh well, ive been wanting to find sometime to talk to him. So yeah, decided that i shall go home with him. Heh, (:

Anyway, 2nd sissy was like really nice. She gave my biggest sissy and me 50 bucks each. I <3 her like fcuk. Shes damn sweeeet luh. Had this row with her earlier on and she called to say shes sorrry bout it. When it was actually abit my fault. But anyway, said im sorry too. I wonder if my eldest one can be like her. You know, say sorry and all those stuffs. Well, not saying that she did not, but just that saying 'sorrry' thru tha msn seems insincere when she can just walk down to tha other end to say those words. You know, both of us are actually INSIDE tha house. Well yeah, sort of settled evythg. Her improvement is better. She didnt went out and drink and stuffs. But i guess it was partly bcos of her face, too hideous to let people see it. She had a relaspe and her face was all swollen and puffy bcos of it. She bit her lip i think. Sighs, i hope she really knows how to take care of herself. We cant always be there 24/7 to take care of her.

Thats about it. Gonna start doing some stuffs now. Ciao. Damn im gonna hire a financial assitant cum maid cum doctor cum driver.

2006-04-30T02:15:00.000-07:00

Dear Diary, Rejuvenates

I dont think my hatred can last very long. This morning i alrdy had this insane urge to go and talk to my sister. I feel like strangling her for evythg she had done but then, my RIGHT mind says i shdnt do somethg as low as that. Seriously, im stil not convinced that im wrong in tha first place. Secondly, my ego and pride wil take a fall if i really do that. Rah, humans shdnt have complex feelings like these. Tha only thing im proud of is that ive managed to keep my cool for tha whole day by not talking to my dad. Like hello, this is like tha only time i can have my revenge bcos my hatred doesnt last long, esp towards my family, much less my own DAD-E.

Ytd was a complete dork. I didnt manage to get anythg done and i basically slept tha whole day through. Wanted to cut my hair but too bad tha hair stylist i always use is not in, doing some freaky shows. Uh, need to get it done by tmr. Shucks, tha whole day wil be like in a rush esp so when i havent done my homework or my maths wksht and i wil basically rush them thru tmr. Like seeing my sister tha whole day wasnt bad enough. Someday, just someday, im gonna write a series of unfortunate events. This morning till mid-afternoon was basically running some errands for mom-e. Afetr mom-e suggested to go for a swim for THA kids. So i invited akmar, my freaky neighbour, to go along. Was damn hilarious bcos she kept saying that she didnt want to have her skin tanned so thruout tha swim she was sitting by tha bench watching us swim. So i got really pissed and mischievious that i conspired with my brother to get her down into tha waters. My ploy failed so i just pushed her down to tha water anyway. All done. Haha, and she was pinching me thruout so i shouted, " STOP PINCHING MY BUTT'' and " YOU HORNY BITCH". Lol, ppl kept turning back to look whats tha commotion about. Lol, her face went all red. So theres this new kid at tha pool who is soooo adorable. Lol, he looks damn lonely so i decided to make friends with him. Lol, bad idea to have me as a friend bcos i was pinching his face till his cheeks went pink. HAHA. Damn adorable luh. Got back home in dad's car. Got to listen some oldies and evoked memories that i never thought of and stuffs like that. Nayy, gotta start doing some serious planning for tha mid-years and POST MID-YEARS activities. I am so gonna buy that zara top and jacket, levis skinny jeans, birkenstock and a new swatch watch. Heh, $_$!!!!

Oh by tha by, i think ive left out somethg that happened last week. Did i say i was molested at tha pool. I dont think so. Okae, i was molested by this old uncle. Damn. Tha good thing was probly that i gotta be at least ABIT attractive thats why even old uncles like him wants to advance on me. No, he didnt advance. He POUNCED. heh, but was nth big i guess.

So yeaaaaah. REALLY gotta start working my ass now. Get really good grades and claim money from mom-e. Its me and tha money against time and tha world. Hohohooo.

Euphoria- because our dreams will never die.

2006-04-28T23:57:00.000-07:00

Dear diary, misery.

I think i seriously hate my sister and my father. Fcuk whatever i said about siblings. I dont even think my sister knows tha true meaning. I hope she dies of drinking and smoking. And so do my father. You know what, my sister just came down and told me that she wants to use tha com. BUT IWAS ALRDY USING IT. And there was also an extra com at tha other end of tha living room. Technically speaking, one wil ask them to go dwon to tha other end to use that com right? But nooooo, my sister insists that she wants to use THIS com. So i reluctantly said," Ok. Then wait til im done talking with my friend(Amos).". She said somethg like .. faster? Like hello, im using tha com now and therefore, isnt me who is suppose to issue tha order whether do i want it FAST or SLOW? And so i continued talking to Amos bcos he invited me to his church or sumthg. But halfway thru, my sister got really IMPATIENT and i said," If you dont like, theres always this com at tha other end of tha room.". Like fcuk, she BOOMED and walked over and used that com. Bloody hell, she even made noises when she sat down. Whats with women and their pms. But i dont think its about pms bcos my second sissy surely dont act like that when she had it. I think tha problem lies with her damning ATTITUDE. And she always demand evythg to go HER way. If she really loves me, how come she cant act as if she understanding just like my 2nd sister. BITCH. I hate her, i really do. Someone like her dont deserve my blessing. Someone like her isnt worthy of tha picture i gave. No, she isnt. BLOODY ISNT. Oh wait, you wanna hear tha most interesting part? Tha most interesting part is while evythg was going on, my dad was actually pissed and angry bcos i didnt let my sister use tha com. Whats with this whole family. Cranky and spooky. Bloody hell, tha next thing i knew was i stopped using tha com and got my bag and went up to my room. I must have swung tha bag real loud bcos tha last thing i heard was my mom calling after me," If you're not happy about something FIGHT IT OVER!" Bitch. Faggotry must have taken over this entire family. I didnt really hear tha last part bcos tears were alrdy falling down. Those were tears of injustice and misery.

Woke up with an heavy heart. I got down and saw tha com. Wanted to use it, but thot of what happened, went back up to my room instead. Got dressed later on and went out for breakfast. Was still pissed over my dad so i generously decided not to speak to him. What he said when we were in tha car later on made me hate him even more. He said my sister was abnormal and since she wants to use tha com, then let her use. Why must you make a big fuss out of it. I replied so if i drink and smoke and have that kinda attitude, i can use tha com then? I didnt even shout and yet he replied as if im not in tha car and was at tha other end of tha world. I almost said dont make me hate you even more. What have i done to get this kinda family. My dad always indulge my eldest sister and tha youngest brother. Just bcos brother wasnt studying at singapore, we're suppose to let him be and take really good care of him. When he wants to use tha com, im suppose to let him use and im suppose to go and eat and do whatever i havent done. Ass. And just bcos my sister smokes and drinks and have that illness, im suppose to give in to her as well. BITCCCCCCCCCH. I hope i am tha one who have tha illness and i smoke and drink and im as young as my brother so evyone and evythg can just go my way. I swear il never talk to her again. Ppl like her are only fit to talk to my ass. Damn her for saying her family are more impt than friends bcos ytd, she just quarrelled bcos of her pouty putty little friends. Her reason for using tha com was bcos her bloody friend is having his birthday or somethg and she wil be discussing with her friends how to celebrate it. Like real, she really kisses my ass. And besides, her friends can just tell her whats gonna happen. A 21 yrs old fancy acting as young as her friends who are only 17-19. Amos was different. He actually needs my decision. Sucks. I hate this. You know what, im gonna do really well in my Os so that i can leave this cranky household. And you know what, i don care when my sister is leaving for Singapore bcos all i hope is that she leaves for singapore. If she ever return that photograph, il tear it into pieces. I hope she really knows how childish she was when she looks back and realised what we were quarrelling over. A bloody shit of computer. Nobody is worth your tears. Tha one who is, wont make you cry.

Le sighs, am i overreacting over it. Speaking about photograph, my english compo was about it as well. Hur, it was abit diferent. My father died in it. Now i hope my sister was tha one. But does it matters? I hate them both equally. Had english on thursday, mothertongue on friday. I hope, i seriously hope i can get distinction for both of them. Then met up with kailin on Friday. Was fun. Ate chicken rice, talked here and there and caught up with one another's lives. She made me realise i have a cranky school. Great, now i have a cranky household and a cranky school. Went shopping abit. Cant wait for our mid years to end cos we're going out agn. Hiphiphooray!. Heh, went for perfume testing. That salesgirl was like cute and damn helpful. I hope evyone buys perfumes from her. She works at Metro if im not wrong. At tha Anna Sui counter. Haha, Kailin decided shes gonna buy Secret wish. Loool, so that she can seduce tha other guy. Blaaaaah. met up with second sissy and got home together. I hate william. That old faggot, old enough to be my dad, is actually skirt-chasing my sister. Its so damn embarassing going out with him. And my sister is too nice to cut him direct and say," I know you're nice but you're too old to have sex alrdy." Not in those words but yeah, somewhere there. I hope i can get to that Amos evanglistic thingy on time. Its in tha morning but mom-e needs me to help her with stuffs. So yeah, i hope i can get there and have a nice talk with him. But sometimes i find his church abit OVER-demanding. I mean like they stil ask Amos to go to church even when hes having Mid-years that kinda stuffs. Not saying that going to church is bad or what, but just that you know, mid-years...... yeah. I've decided. Im gonna buy that zara shirt and jacket, birkenstock and levis skinny jeans. :))))))))))

Gotta start mugging now to get my plans of leaving tha house in motion. Lol, lets set up a study plan. Complete whatever things i have in hand and then start my revision. Yeeeeap, and save money for Dom's birthday and my materialistic needs. heh, everone are lo<3s

2006-04-26T04:19:00.000-07:00

Dear diary, doubts.

It just happens. I think im suffering from some sort of nervous breakdown or something. I dont know what you call it but i think im suffering from aneroxic, anaemia and mental instabilty. It happens altogether at once. I threw up, fainted after that, and i woke up, getting hysterics. What do you call that? I think im getting damn stressed up over tha slightest things. Rah, im a walking magnet and problems are attracted to me like Northpole to southpole and moths to flames. I think it is retribution. Since im bloody kind and mr f-nice, i can only believe that it's my parents who have sinned and me, being so nice, have kindly accepted to take their retribution on their behalf. Il bet they must be thanking all tha lords that they have given birth to someone like me. PEACE!

But anyway, hasnt been updating for quite a number of days and ta-da, here i am blogging, letting everyone see what went wrong with my life. I think it has gotta do something with karma. I cant explain it but ITS JUST THERE. Soooooo urgh! Was late for tha past three days, as usual. I think J.b shd really start bucking up their employment thingy. Whats with ppl flocking to Singapore to work as construction workers. Pleeeeease, just becos their currency is twice of ours, doesnt mean we need to do that. Do we? I guess, but it's still wrong of tha motorcyclists who went out of their lanes and went as far as jamming tha whole causeway. Its like, damn, tha whole causeway is packed. I cant even walk across to tha other side. Imagine that! Things only get worse even more when you need to hold two pri four kids across tha damn bloody packed causeway. For two consecutive days, tha bus uncle had fetched me from my home at 4.30. I hadnt even brushed my teeth, much less dressed. I got up tha bus with my p.e attire hanging loosely off my shoulders and my socks stuffed inside my pockets. Great start for tha day. And still, even after picking us 30 minutes earlier, we stil cant get to school on time and tha only thing we managed to do was to breathe in a handful of carbon monoxide and soot from those bloody vehicles crossing tha causeway. Everyone should just stay at home until 8 before they wake up and go to work. EVERYONE SHOULD.

My life is a mess. Seriously. Just yesterday, i got back home, only to realised my sister was drunk as a wheelbarrow. Vomited like there is no tmr and said words like " I really love you all" and all that shit. Not that it dont matters, it just happens to matter too much. Had this mass conference with tha second sissy as well as tha first. Poured evythg out that has been bottling inside us like those sasi-cans. Drew to some forgone conclusion:
1) My sister wil NOT stop smoking and drinking.
2) My sister wil be going back to Singapore to work and hence, quitting school by tha end of this semester.
3) We love each other too damn much and therefore, my second sissy and me decided that we shall give her our blessing afterall. Isnt that what all of us want from each other? To have each other blessings, and know that while you're working, you know that we are happy for you and whatever decisions you made, we wil support you till tha end. Isnt that what siblings are for? To hold each other while crying, and say how we hate one another, but in tha end, evythg really meant nth. I guess siblings are friends FOREVER. Like those who wil reeally hold on to you till tha end, and accept you for who you really are and not who you appears to be or have. They watch you grow and see you become who you really are NOW. I think all siblings shd have a common understanding between one another. Because of tha waning patience we have for one another, i think it's always good to let them know what you're thinking? Disagreements aint bad. It spices up each other's lives and because you want them to know what you are thinking and it so happens that your ideas dont click, and thats why they occur. Its an act of love. Bcos you love too much thats why you become too obstinate and dogged to other people's opinion. What you think might be best for them might not be best for them at all. Isnt this what we call "siblings". Sometimes, i really dont think what im doing is right and yet, its seems it cant be getting any MORE wrong. Its just like your life is a bunch of thursdays all strung up together. Boring and just when it seems right to do so, it only seemed to be wrong. And yet, when you really think about it again, you cant seem to get any MORE right or wrong then whatever you're doing then. Its hoplessness, helplessness, desperation and misery all strung up together. Urgh.

And all of you should know by now that im reviewing from tha latest happenings to tha past few stuffs that happened to me. Yeah, Dom was absent from school YESTERDAY, and tha class was PEACEFULLY quiet. Its damn tiring to keep up whatever im doing. Le sighs, i dont even know what im doing is right. Maybe i shouldnt even treat him that well, but shdnt we contribute selflessly to work out a friendship? But its damn saddening when tha other party doesnt seem to be responding. tha only thing he said to me tha whole day was probly when i said i was getting suspension and only then did he looked up and asked me whats wrong. Fcuk evythg. I think tha problem seriously lies with me. Am i making myself TOO readily available for him? Nayyy, i shouldnt worry about stuffs like that bcos theres more important tasks that i should give more attention to. And i think it's just somethg i have. Hoooola, had soccer this morning and was damn hilarious luh. I managed to save two goals and goaled one for tha opponent's team. But then, it was still a FUCKING DRAW. Loool, and tha whole class seemed to went crazy. Jason and I were crazily pointing each other Tha finger. Loool. ACtually, i dont think all of us act like 4/1s. Haha, thats why this class is more interesting than ever? I think i should give tha class and i more credit than that. Haha! Then did some cleaning and went to eat kfc with Alan. Was doing some catching up with his present life and saw this teenage couple from our school. Both of them barely even look like 15. That guy was like touching tha girl's boobies. Heh, tmr im going to pastamania with mossie. Probly gonna do some catching up with him too. Its been some time since we really talk. And i feel bad over hovering Dom. That asssssssss. And gonna meet haopengyou tha day after tha next. I seriously think im getting those exam-vibes. Esp when you'r having english tmr!!!! You start pronouncing every word as if its tha most precise and paramount thing in your entire life. I think i might be normal after all. Im actually feeling nervous and all fidgety now despite tha reassurance i just gave to jasmine. Lol, dont all teenagers feel like this? I think i might be normal after all. But maybe not, its like tha karma and tha right-wrong thingy. Il tell you, someday im gonna write a thesis on all these karma and stuffs.

Looool, i might start CHRONICLES OF AYJJ and a thesis of mine with all these rantings and happenings. Lol, gotta start working my ass now and i think Joyce is a faggot. Haha.

2006-04-21T07:51:00.000-07:00

Dear diary, todo mi amor.

Don't expect. Don't pin. Don't yearn.

As usual, im late for school. Damn tired. And.. ive just finished reading Nicholas spark "At First Sight". Lol, had cst with Jasz, Joel, Darren, Anrui and Joyce and came up with a bit of conclusions.
-Jasmine can be a total retard.
-Joyce have this secret crush over..
-Today is syafiq's and zhijun's birthday. And tha malay boys reeeally enjoy bashing up tha birthdayboy.
-Darren and Joel are both good in addmaths.
-Junyou came be a total ass.
-Dom doesnt really need me in his life.

Loool, ive realised im very good at drawing conclusions. After that went to cwp and walked ard. And we really walked ard bcos Joel was helping me to waste my time while waiting for my sister. So, we walked into evy shop, combed evy level. haha, went into courts and was telling joel i will only sit when tha chair costs about 1000+. Loool, i saw this 7k one but tha salesperson didnt allow me to use it. Rah, loool, im gonna buy courts's cheapest thing which costs 0.32 cents. XDDDDD AND ITS A BOWL. And courts uses alot of cheeena brands. Hurhurrrr, fakies.! Anyway, went into Crystal Jade and ate tha Fried chicken wing and its like, heavenlyyy. And it's a treat from joel. So, its even nicer. Then, after that we went to mac to have icecream. Hahaha, gourmet kings. Then got back home and met kaixin on tha way. Raaah, waited like 1hrand30mins for my sister but she treatd me prawn dumplings and that pretty much covered evythg else. Heeeeeh. And tha last thing for today is, Hpy is making progression with her guy. Hohoooo, evyone is in love. LOVE IS THA MESSAGE.

2006-04-20T05:42:00.000-07:00

Dear diary,wrong impression.

I think i have tha wrong impression on evybody. Not just my impression, it is literally my poor judgement on everyone. Sighs, tha last thing i want to do today was to write my lousy day on tha internet so that evyone can see it. But ive made it a point where i wil update evydaayyyy.

So, was late for school today, as usual. And its damn hot. I think il give half of what i own to msia just to have their buses set up a PROPER air-conditioner. Then, i witnessed a arguement between my bus uncle and a barely 10-yr-old boy. Tha boy was in tha wrong but he cried and my whole heart just went out to him. I know im nice! Started tha day with freaking boring mother tongue and oh-so-difficult add maths.

Yeah, tha day ended with s.s, another equally boring lesson bcos Roy is at his service and Shar was taking over. I got so bored that i asked evyone to play stickmen and bingo. Then went to tha canteen and started chatting with tha store vendors. I strongly urge evyone to eat food from stall 4 and 7. Its like sooo nice+nice. And most imptly, i like the vendors there. Hohooo, was crapping with Joel, Leo, Kaian, Anrui and Wilson at tha canteen. Started this lame number pattern game that evyone seemed to be so interested in. Hur, Dom and clique was nowhere in sight. I hope both Dom and Amos can regularly update me about their whereabouts. I hate to worry myself when they are off somewhere enjoying. Not that im saying they shd tell me evythg, but just that you knoooooowww. THAT THING!

yeaaah, had cst then. Went to tha canteen and found store 8 closing alrdy. So i quickly went there to buy dom Vitasoy but tha uncle didnt want to sell it to me. But i persuaded him to give it to me anyway. Haaaaaa, so yeah, i like serving Dom even thou he seems to be taking it for granted. But then, thats not that pt, tha pt is that i like doing it. I guesssssss. Anyway, went home with Dom! But didnt say much tha entire time when we were on tha train. He keep saying he was bored and i feel so inferior bcos i cant seem to make him laugh tha way others do. Sighs, its hard to expect anythg from anyone nowadays. So, ive generously came to tha conclusion that expecting and waiting are both tha hardest and most ardent thing to do in this world.

I hope i know what my sister is thinking bcos i cant seem to reach out to her anymore. I hope she knows i love her and so do tha rest of tha family. Sighs, i hope i know what evyone is thinking so that theres no need to second-guess anyone. Second-guessing is tha second hardest thing to do.

2006-04-19T06:25:00.000-07:00

Dear diary, euphoria.

I think i seriously need to update my blog EVERYDAY. So that i can hon my vocab. and grammer here and there. Damn, Jasz and darren just said my english is deproving. It issssnnt. But anyway, mid year is coming and i gotta start working my ass. I think Daniel Lim speaks a totally different language from me. I dont bloody understand what he's saying in class. I dont even know what to revise for s.s and geog.

Got back some of my english papers and yeah, managed to achieve at least a B3 for all of them. Jasz and i are secret tutors of Leonard becos he seriously cant speak and write english. Haha, was marking his english compo for tha past two days. It was horrid. Then Jasz was pretty much pissed off by HCC. Actually i am too. I just dont think that he should just snatch tha papers like that. Is it me or is Hcc really acting superbly childish these days? AND RUDE. Rahh, i cudnt care less. And zigui is like nice + nice? I dont know, ive been finding him quite a nice companion these days. Ive been wanting to talk to yx and shyanni. They seemed troubled these days but then, i dont know how i shd even go about starting tha conver.

Today was nice bcos mdm chong wasnt here but still... she gave us homework to do. Mr chong started tha day with his enthusiasm and its seriously freaked me out? And it followed by Daniel Lim's oh-so boring physics. Rahhh, I LOVE DRAWINGS. AND I ALSO LOVE PEOPLE WHO HAVE FLABBY ARMS AND ROTOUND STOMACHS. They are oh-so-nice to be touched at and played with. Hohohoooo, im perversed. I went back home with Dom for tha past three days including today. Bought chocolates and ate it with him. Thats our third chocolate we'v eaten together. GAAAAAYYY-OOOOO. :))))))))))) Im so bloody pleased with everyoneeeeee. excluding hcc. Hahaaa, yeah, talked to dom and im gonna stay at his house for one week during tha june hol. Dover here i come.

But before that, im gonna get myself some must-haves: Birkenstock shoes, Topman's jacket and Levis Nw Type 1 jeans. And oh ya, just celebrated my ahgong's birthday back at my hometown. Aunt is sooooo nice that she bot me so many skincare products. I think i love her. Isit okae for a nphew to be in love with his aunt. Haaaaa

2006-04-13T23:38:00.000-07:00

Dear diary, Lies

What do you do when your friend runs out of a shop, with his mouth covered by his hands but you are too engrossed with tha game?

Situation like this explains alot of things. And because you expect your ideal situation to happen, you actually feel much more worse when it doesnt then just feeling sick. Uh, shdnt brood over this kinda things. Ive actually thought things over. Life isnt perfect and thus, you cant always be given tha same amt of treatment that you gave out. Its a simple conclusion but it tells so much when you finally get to experience how it feels.

Had sports day ytd. Managed to complete a few events until tha rain came. So left early but took alot of pictures. Eh, dom, regina and few others got themselves injured. Get well soon yuh. Then went to town with Mossie, njy, darren, lkc and tracy. Met up with Tzy, Zigui, Hcc, Leo, Jason, Yewtat and dom at tha lan shop. Dom yelled at me over tha phone. I dont know why but i was kinda happy overall so i asked him to take neoprints with me. But yeah.. Was sick and vomited a few times. Went ard in town after that. Went to heeren and wisma. I so wna buy that topman jacket and skinny jeans. Lv is having their clearance? Bloody hell, saw like a few k ppl carrying a Louis Vuitton plastic bag. I wanna buy a duffel bag. Intro pls?

Im pretty sure that i can count all tha good things that happened to me with two hands, provided i dont fail my maths.

2006-04-12T06:40:00.000-07:00

Dear diary, forever.

What happens when you hold onto forever? Yx came and told me its pain. Px said it was exhaustion. Then what happens when you cant? Then what happens? What comes next? Desolation? Reeally? Then what does holding on really means?

Forever with you. Forever in me.

Love is like drugs. It makes you addicted to it, craving it, and then it takes tha life out of you. And when you get out of tha rehab. centre, it lingers around. Always so tantalising.That little part in you, had never really forgot how it taste like and you yearn for it even more. And that part of you, had also never forgotten how it was like during tha days when you were inside tha rehab. centre.

Ideals dont exist. They are there just for you to compare how harsh reality is. When reality sinks in, ideals as well as hopes are depridated.

To what extent does your love costs you? To tha extent that your love actually requires others to sacrifice theirs.

Had school today. Tmr is sports day. Rahhh, im running. Sighs, i don't get it. Is winning really that impt? Dom was pissed today and he tore his test papers. I sewn tha papers back for them. I dont want him to regret what he did. Sometimes i hope he really know what he is doing. I hope he is happy. Amos didnt look too good either. I wonder is it tha weather. Tha on and off weather seems to be playing games with us as well. Gd luck to all for those who are running tmr.

BECAUSE I KNOW OUR DREAMS WILL NEVER DIE. -

2006-04-01T04:04:00.001-08:00

Dear Diary, fatigued.
Im having running nose nowwwwww and damn shagged. Just had swimming with bro and akama. I saw that flasher again. Wahaha, but he was clever enough not to flash in front of me again. I might stab me with my.. uhms GOGGLES. Hahahaha.

Nothing much happened. Rah, tests coming up. There seems to be tests evy week. Had lunch with Dom, Amos, Junyou, Darren and janis at pizzahut on friday. It was quite fun. But junyou keep saying he needs to abstinate himself from meat and blah blah blah. Went home with Dom. Oh, bot myself a headgear for swimming.

Uhms, nth much. Saw shirley on Thurs. Went back home with home and slack awhile at cs. Gonna meet her next weekend to do some shopping. I need to update my wardrobe. Joel have this ugly candid picture of me wearing a ugly teeshirt. So yeeeeah. Probly gonna wanna watch V for vendetta/Rumor has it with her too.

Mary-kate and Ashley Olsen, Julia Roberts, Jennifer Aniston and Sienna Miller should all be my wives.

2006-03-26T05:42:00.000-08:00

Dear diary, JOVIAL.

Eh, nth much happened recently. Went over to Amos's hse with Dom on Friday becos Dom insists on thrashing his house. Lol yeah, went over and coerced Amos to cook his speciality "Andrew Cheese Omellete"! Haha, uhms, yeah i came up with tha name even thou i didnt cook tha egg. But its tha thought that counts. Besides, Amos said he didnt want me to blow up his kitchen. Hahaha, yeah. Watched anime with Dom till his dad came home and said, "Boys, you all shdnt be watching too much of these shows and blah blah.. ". Hur, sarcastic! *********! Rah. So me and Dom left his house.
Got onto tha MRT and saw this guy who was practically sitting in between two seats, with his buttline in line with tha gap in between. I think he must be seriously getting sexual pleasure from it. He was like grinning thruout. FAG!
SHAGGGGGED, just got back from swimming with Akama and Brother. Was fun but tiring. Dad-e promised to bring us there evy once a week. Cheeeeeeers. I need to hon up my body. SERIOUSLY! Saw this guy in tha changing room and you know what, he STRIPPED. Yessssss, S T R I P P E D right in front of me. And nooooo, he dont have a nice body and his penis is !!!!!! Other than that part, tha day was fairly goooooood.

Gotta mug for now. Ciaos!
I know a new term - Euphoria. It means happiness.

2006-03-18T01:26:00.000-08:00

eheh.
i think i need a boyfriend. ahahh
today was quite a happy day though (:
had tuition in the morning. had this girl talk thing with two friends under the block. and then slacking and rotting at northpoint with some others. AHAHAHH =DD

hes still not online,
but i managed to talk to him online ytday.

GIRLS COME IN EITHER PRETTY, BOOBY OR TALL.

yess, urban living is nice.

i have tons of homework to do.

that dog loves your lala !

tears are words your heart can't express. in case some duckfumbs still dont get it, and think andrew is writing this, and think andrew wants a boyfriend, and think andrew is gay, it isnt andrew writing some of the recents posts.

2006-03-17T19:35:00.000-08:00

Dear diary, COMMITMENT.

Everybody get up and sway with tha music. Uh huh, stamp your feet lidat. IM BACKKKK !
Nah, was pretty much busy working for tha common test. But then, i stil failed bcos i failed english which i dont know why. As for tha rest of tha subs, ive make a pretty much improvement. HIP-HIPPP HURRRRAAAAAAYYYYYYYY. Nay, its just some common test. Who cares....

Nothing much happened? Eh, had sports heat and we came in second. Had this peer tutoring with joel which helped me alot with my add maths. And then, had a haircut done by tha school barber. Lol, tha right thing wil be of course, have a 'big thing' with tha D.M before i COMPROMISE myself. Eh, I think i hate mr kang. He and his PUBLIC SCANDAL with a STUDENT. Rat. Oh, celebrated my bro's bdae. Heh, wanted to buy him clothes and MATERIALISTIC stuffs but in tha end, he was oh-so-nice that he settled just for a cap only. In tha end, I MANAGED to buy one topman slacks. Then had his birthday party done at kfcs. Had this chocolate marshmellow cake ordered for him. Nice * 9327463725763940212173 can. Heh, met up with HAOPENGYOU ytd. Exchanged gifts but didnt managed to give her tha skirt. I OWN A SKIRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRT. Lol, but anyway, she gave me an A&F polo tee. It was evythg i had asked for. And then, we enjoyed urban living and talked bout loadsa stuffs. Yeaah. Nay, it was fun going out with her. Watched YOURS,MINE AND OURS. Great movie. Lol, HAOPENGYOU was like oooo-eeeee-ahhhhh-ohhhhh and stuffs and naturally, started hitting me. =.=

Oh oh oh, by tha by, im fetish for oldies now. I think im in love with Whitney Houston. Muahaha.
DING-DONG-DONG. Ciao!

Tha quote for today is
"There are no regrets in life. Just lessons." - Jen. Aniston

2006-03-16T07:07:00.000-08:00

ndrrrrrol.
he isnt online =( nvm.
anw, today i went to town.
caught Nanny McPhee. was an okaaa- to the y show.

yaaaah.

love is what makes two people sit in the middle of a bench, when theres plenty of room at both ends.
i think this quote is damn cute. (:

2006-03-14T19:20:00.001-08:00

hi ndroool.
ndrool prefers robots to live animals.
i prefer live animals thou. robots dont have a stick down there.

can i tell a corny and dirty joke ?
a corn fell into a puddle of mud !

muahhahahhahhhahh

2006-03-14T19:20:00.000-08:00

ive updated.

2006-01-31T00:46:00.000-08:00

Dear Diary, SENSATIONAL.

Weeeeeeee!! CNY is sensational. I just love tha red things that they give out, hehs. And i so think that im gonna gain 120 pounds after CNY. I cant stop eating those junkies.

I saw this aussian, and i think he has tha nicest smile ever. EVERRRRRRR. Lol, it sorta sound like "geeeeeeees!". Somewhere there. Haven been doing any housevisits which is like oh-so-sad when my sissies had alrdy collected more than a few hundred bucks. I so hate them. Rahaha.

Mummy is having her 46th birthday. HAppy birthday mommy. Love you * 19273648453729465764920274. Waahaha, gonna go buy somethg for her ltr on. I HOPE.

Nth seems to be right and normal these few days. Uh, i seriously hope somethg nice wil happen to me over tha weekend.

2006-01-28T08:53:00.000-08:00

Dear Diary, JOVIAL.

Tha most discussed occasion of tha yr is finally here. Rahhhhhh, i loveeeeeee it man. But stil, had to work and stuffs. But anyway, today was my last day. To hell with it man. Woooohooooooo. JOYJOYJOY !!!

Went to orchard on friday. But one fcuk shirt, only got to realise its too small and went back to chg and then again, realised tha shop is closed. Damn Fcuky. Ahaha, then went to buy another Lacoste polo with my sis. JOYJOYJOY! All i need now is another berms. Plain nice berms.

Aunt was so generous. She gave me an f amt just to spend on my cny clothes. Love makes the world goes round and round. Geeeeees. I wonder how do that smile where their smiles reached their eyes.

Just played fireworks to celebrate tha festive season. Mummy bot them and counted down with those. And i made 120 wishes. This is what Junyou call : "Emotional High".

I think i just gained 120 pounds after eating tha reunion dinner. Im not reeeally sure, but i believe 120 is by far my favourite numbers now! Cheeeeeeers and hny to ALLLL. Esp, of cos, to M.K.

2006-01-24T04:22:00.000-08:00

Dear Diary, Timeless, Faitigue, Aimless.

Went to watch Brokeback Mountain. Was kinda nice, its not an evyday movie that you get to see two guys falling in love and was murdered bcos of that. Weeeell, it was nice. A total Heartbreaking movie.

Anyway, was working on tha weekend so yeah, didnt happened much but saw and learnt a huge amt of stuffs-
1. Ppl working on tha same line as you DON'T help you when you are in need.
2. They care for themselves and THEMSELVES only.
3. Only tha fittest survive. Of cos, il be glad to exclude ppl who work their way ard by licking the boots of others.
4. Half of tha time, they actually don't mean what they say in front of you. You guys are tha BEST of friends when no money is involved.

3 cheeeers. You guys pretty much sucked.

Rants. Went to cwp with Amos, met NJY and Darren on tha way. Was forced to eat tha yuckiest pasta ive ever tasted. They so destroyed my initial plan, which is to shop for cny clothes. Great. I haven got myself anythg for cny. Not exactly anythg.. but it wasnt much luh. Mum bot these vintage levis jeans for me. Overall speaking, its nice.

I hate maths. I seriously catch no balls. Catching balls is not my forte since tha last time i had touched a R E A L one, not going anywhere or whatsoever, its like 3 yrs back. So yeah. Im so bhind time. I haven complete all M chong's hmwk and tha pile is MOUNTAINOUS.

I haven been thinking of M.K recently. Of cos unless you mean "recently" like a day ago. A constant distraction i shd say. Nvr stray too far from tha main track. All im wondering now is whether this track is stil my intended track. Or even worse, tha right track.

What do you call someone with no futuristic plans or ambitions? Aimless. (Bleak moment.)

2006-01-20T02:19:00.000-08:00

Dear Diary, Hopeless romantic.

Blahhhh, watched Memoirs of a Geisha today. Basically it re-enact the whole life of a Geisha, some parts of it weren't entirely true and some were quite insulting. But yeeh, it was nice. The storyline is better than those that ive watched so far.

I so hate irrational emotional outburst. And i shd be tha one crying after getting falsely accused at. Uh, pisser. But well, girls have their monthly priveledge thingy. So being a magnimous and generous me, i shall just let it pass. XDDDD

So f tired. Still need to complete all my assignments by TODAY. Which leaves no room for other things, esp so since im working tmr. Cant wait to see Boss tmr, of cos it'll be better if he bot somethg for me from HK. Cheeeers.

2006-01-19T00:39:00.000-08:00

Dear Diary, Greeeeeeeen.

I think im suffering from aneroxia or whatever you call that. Its like i feeeel like vomiting out whatever i have eaten and my appetite isnt showing much optism either. Ffffffff.

Im seriously so super shagged. But anyway, went home with Dom ytd. He said "Take care!" when i was leaving. First shock of tha day. He rarely even says "bye" to me. But theeeeeen, probly he have said that to others before. -shrugs

Amos treated me icecream tha other day. Very nice of him. M. chong didnt came to school which was like soooo nice until Mrs. Whelan came and relieved us. Tchers ought to give us some time-break nowadays. I so do not like Mr Fan's lesson. GINROB.

I talked to Jerrold. Second shock of tha day. And its not that "hi-bye" typey. Its like those serious conversation typey. Lol, and sooooo, continued ranting thruout tha day.

Uuhhhhhh, feeling extremely FATIGUE. I neeeed my medicine and loads and loads of tender care and love pleeeease. Im so gonna take a M.C tmr. *IF possssssible.

2006-01-17T04:23:00.000-08:00

Dear Diary, vexed + adversely shagged. How do you call that?

Its not an everyday thing to have good friends being called upon to consult their PERSONAL affairs of tha heart. Singularly NOT pleasant. Point being- im in tha least interested to know all those teeny-weeny stuffs of what happened between you and your partner. I dont see tha point of having a girlfriend. Ok, correction for my over-biased statement - I dont see tha point of going to rlsps. All you need in life, is to have a great family, friends and a high paying job even though you may not like it. Other than having great sex i mean, but yeah.
Im seriously motivated, okae not seriously, but at least motivated by people like ****, being ABLE to be our discipline teacher while having a, what you call that, meaningless fling with one of our students. Im more than APPALLED, as you can seeee, to have **** instill moral values into us. Talk away-..
Im so motivated. BIG YEAR FOR ME. Soooooo, WATCH ME!

Complains over. Im seriously soooo shagged(and irrate with those detestable mosquitoes constantly buzzing ard) these few days. With working and those excessive hmwk. Oh seriously, fug off. Haven done my cny shopping YET. Im seriously not pleased over evythg now. Tha only thing that will please me now is M.K. But ohweeels, i had past beyond tha point of hoping for anythg. So yeh, BLEAK moment.
Rah, stil deciding to buy what for Amos and Kelly.

A-Thought-To-Sought - "Who needs tha hassle of a real love. I would rather indulge myself in a reel relationship. At least then, it wil spare me tha hassle of picking up tha pieces of what a real love would bring.", Beryl(not exactly in those words)

2006-01-13T06:06:00.000-08:00

Dear Diary, fatigued.

Love is treating your other-half like a slave, binding them to you, but they obliged and never regretted doing that. Sometimes, i wished some good things nvr happened to me. Self-assurance is nvr enuff. In dire straits..

2006-01-10T06:40:00.000-08:00

Dear Diary, Cold.

If its only just tha weather..-

Carried out my day without much. Dad-e and Mum-e didnt managed to bring me to Jusco and its like i had such a big knock-off with my sissy. Ahhh, seriously broke. I need MONEY. Dye-d my mom's hair reeeed. Didnt managed to cover most of her white hair thou. Which is okae, since im giving her money to get a nice and decent hairstylist to colour and cut her hair< =.= > .Uh, i feel as if ive wasted my whole day. Learnt somethg from my sis just now that one of her friends died. Who is like only TWENTY. SERIOUSLY TOO YOUNG TO WASTE HIS LIFE SPEEDING OFF AT A HIGHWAY. His parents must be awfully sad. My deepest condolence to all.

I seriously think theres somethg wrong with me, as in physically. I dont know. I just dont feeel.. me. Ought to get one of those 5 minutes check-up thingy just to see theres reeeally somethg wrong with me these few days.

2006-01-09T03:27:00.000-08:00

DEAR DIARY, SINGULARLY PLEASANT.

Not as if theres anythg nice or whatsoever but its just that, its just pleasant. Nth bad happened, WHICH IS VERY GOOD(CONSIDERING MY LUCK FOR THA PAST FEW DAYS), and yeah.
Had lunch with Darren, Junyou, L.K.C and Amos. Well, L.K.C is mostly bombarding ard Amos and brain-washing him with facts like "I'm a slut who snatch other people's boyfriends." and stuffs like that. Seriously, its kinda uncommon for normal beings to have a three-tri-guys rlsp kinda thingy. Esp so when he thinks that im trying to snatch his precious Amos away from him. Oh, seriously, give me a break. But Amos is reeeally nice. My best mate in school. Hurhur, went home with Junyou and hes equally nice too. Not that Amos-nice but yea. Hes a verrrrry good companion, nicer than those.. urgh. I kinda preferred hanging out with J>Y and Darren nowadays in contrast with them. BLAH BLAH BLAH-
Was raining tha whole day. Probly thats tha thing that kept my mood pleasant thruout tha day. Shopped with J.Y for awhile in CS and wanted to buy MOTO RAZOR V3. But then.. its kinda functionless. BUT ITS SOO SOOO NICE. Not just any nice, its like M.K nice. LOL.
Sch started for my eldest sissy, and shes screwing both of our heads by doing that hmwk of hers which she forced me to do for her.
Tmr is a holiday. Wonderful, i was reeeally hoping for a good day rest.

HURHUR, I meant "singularly pleasant" ryte.

2006-01-08T06:50:00.000-08:00

Dear diary, GUTS-PULLED-OUT kinda mood.

Was having a dreadful weeek. Every tcher is bhind my heels for my holiday hmwk. DOWN FOR ALL. I so hate Daniel Lim. BLAH-
Got my pay ytd, was kinda little. Didnt expect it. But wells, Boss said he was ghoing to Japan and said hes gonna buy me somethg. Cheers for me and down for his wife. I so hate her toooo. I wonder is life capable of so many hatred. LOL, but seriously. Im D-I-F-F-E-R-E-N-T. HA-
Ended tha week by a final showdow. I saw Takumi today. In my most down and depressed mood. And of all days, TODAY. SUNDAY. URGH. But ohwells, NEVER EXPECT TOO MUCH FROM LIFE.

Sometimes, i seriously think Fate is a lady. Bcos she(fate) makes men miserable. Haaa, im just an over-biased male-female guy. Just an after thought after reading Adele Parks: Husbands. Nice book thou. A RECO. FOR ALL.

Three cheers for tha new week. I wonder if I'll meet M.K/

2006-01-03T04:28:00.000-08:00

DEAR DIARY, distraught. Utterly D-I-S-T-R-A-U-G-H-T.

Bleak moment. TOTALLY. Seriously, this is way offffffffff than what i had in mind on starting a new year(Daniel Powter's Bad Day is playing).
LETS JUST SAY I DIDNT EXPECT TO HAVE MY HAIR CAUGHT TODAY BCOS ITS SERIOUSLY S-H-O-R-T AND UHMS, BROWN. NEITHER DID I EXPECT TO FIND MYSELF IN A ROOM WITH A GROUP OF BENGS/SENGS TALKING. ABOUT ME. SO DID THA BUS WHICH I TOOK WITH TWO YOUNG KIDDOS CONSTANTLY DISRUPTING MY SLEEP. AND BEING ACCUSED AT WORK FOR SOMETHG I HAD NOT DONE. AND AND AND WENT HOME, HOPING FOR A GOOD DAY REST FROM ALL OF THESE, I SAW DOGS MATING RIGHT BEFORE MY VERY EYES. Nice. Seriously, talking with Leonard now aint making all these seem better.

Uh, im just thinking bout KL's question. "What happens when karma turns around and bites you?"

B-L-E-A-K.

2006-01-01T07:53:00.000-08:00

DEAR DIARY, SHAGGED.

Was mostly working and not doing any homework for tha past one week. Seriously, i think im dead when sch reopens. Boss refused to let me resigned and asked me to cont. to work for him. And.. i said yes. Only until cny luh. Sissies were shopping like hell. And i lost this "guess" handbag for my sissy. F!! Gonna go cut my hair tmr and buy boooooooooks(which was kinda supposed to be bot early this month). But anyway, mommy's gonna pay some of my cny clothes. -TEARS OF JOY.

2005-12-28T20:03:00.000-08:00

DEAR DIARY, IM FEELING GREEEEEEEN.

Kinda sick these few days luh. LACK OF MY BEAUTY SLEEP I SUPPOSE. But anyway, nth much happened luh. Boss asked me to go back to work. Sincerity doubted! But whatever, at least i stil have some money to buy cny clothes. Celebrated Xmas with family. Kinda nice i guess. Bot gifts for evyone. And haha, mum was away at KL holidaying, so its up to me to cook for tha family. AND THEY SAID ITS NICE. Big sissy bot me a zooyork tee, 2nd sissy bot me a ck v-neck knitted sweater, mommy bot me some fila stuffs and hoho, Jeff bot me a nike bag from japan.

HOW DID I FARE THIS TIME.? ITS SHORT AND SWEEEEET RYTE.

2005-12-18T21:11:00.000-08:00

DEAR DIARY, JOVIAL

Uh, ive decided. I shall only write a post every once a week. Altho i believe im two weeks late alrdy. XD' Anyway, ive decided not to let my post becomes lengthy so its gonna be reeally short and sweet.

Eh, quitted my job. Cos of some misunderstandings between me and my supervisor. But lol, im kinda happy that i left tha job. Just that my extra source of income is depleted. So yehs, but im kinda outa jobs now bcos of tha silly contract i signed which states i am not allowed to have any job in tha few months or so which is in tha fashion industry(meaning those apparells that competes with my original company) and blah blah blah. Not exactly in those words luh. Loooool

So yeaah, Jeff was nice. Brot me ard with his little kiddo brother which is veeery cutee !! Ahaha, went to tha arcade with him and he took me ard playing games which he thot i duno how to play. =.= But he is stil cute luh, esp so when he said we(me and jeff) were cowards bcos we have no gfs and he had one and whom he is gonna meet at tha hall when school reopens for him. Blah blah

Ahaha, did some retail therapy tooo. Bcos ye seeeee, i was extremely down tha first few days luh. and so, i did tha inevitable! Ahah, yehs. Bot one stripes shirt at izzue. Then, went shopping with pohyee and kel to spore. Bot one levis and one pair of onisukae tiger's shoes. So yeeeeeah. Ate like alot with them. At first, went to seoul garden and we tried our best not to waste our money. AHA, and yehs, when i came back, big sissy was k-ing. So yehs, joined her there and ate tha buffet there too. FATTTTT.

Watched Narnia then Kingkong. Both are niceeee but my advice is that ye shd watch Narnia before Kingkong bcos Kingkong will put Narnia into shades? Looool. Wentout with Shirley ytd. WAS fun luh. She was like luffing her hart out while she watched Kingkong. It was kinda hilarious watching tha Kingkong and Shirley tumbling on tha floor cracking up. Blerghs. She bot a bag luh. Which is like 199, but she bot it at only 40? Erh, someday im gonna write a book. My bargaining skills are SUPERB.

Hehs, was toking to Beryl ytd and heard her plans to study and its kinda good? Was thinking to do exactly that. Ehs, first thing first - LAW OR MEDICINE. Ahaaaa, but its kinda long luh. Gonna have my Os next yr alrdy and i haven even touch my holi's homework. HAHAHA!

By any chance, i don suppose i did very well in making this post reeeally short and sweeeet ryte? and how do ye guys lik my new song? hehs

2005-12-04T20:16:00.000-08:00

Dear Diary, Pissy and freaked.

Uhhh, was feeling abit pissy these few days. Esp during my work days. Blah, im chging job. I hopeeeeee. I hate my colleagues. Was hoping to find a more relaxing job, rather than THIS. And and and, ppl don just confess their love on their first dates. Its just.. NOT suppose to be like that. Its like freaked.

Uhhhh, nvm. WY is working at U2. Teeheee, probly will get some discount while buying clothes there. But their clothes are still expensive. Sooo, ye know ye know.. Ahahah,
but anyway, bot an abercrombie shirt for HAOPENGYOU to match with tha skirt. Sort of a "thanku" for tha help and > others. Looool, uploaded a new song thks to her tooo. Lol, shes nice.

Wy is nice luhhh, she visited me evyday whilst her lunch break. And gossiped with me and stuffs. Plus, she oways bring new customers for me. Speaking of that, i had more and more regular customers. Lool, and theres this whos like, inviting me to Yumcha and all that. And theres this who asked me to serve him but hes alrdy served by another. I kinda like that guy luhhh. But uhms, theres this another guy who is always paying the clothes for him. Wonder whats their rlsp like. >.< aha.. Then there was this who had the same taste with me and bot evythin that i said is nice. And then he even bot drinks for me. Ill be gone if not for these customers. Plus the pay sucks. Uh, ohwells..

Sissy was given a Burberry perfume by a customer of hers too. By that one is more of like, professing his love type. Aha, he got a crush on my sisssssy. Aha, Im looking for new stuffs but ohwells. HAOPENGYOU was thinking of what to buy. So yehs,

I wna go cut my hair. Any reco? Boohooo

2005-11-27T21:14:00.000-08:00

DEAR DIARY, JOVIAL;

Bahhhhhhhhh, was feeling kinda happy these few days luh. Blog finally completed thks to HAOPENGYOU'. Was kinda deciding whether to put songs or not, so yehs..
Uh, went to work on Sat and Sun. sales was kinda lousy on Sat cos of some problems at work. Sun was quite good for me luhhh; Was kinda happy for no apparent reason. Blah, i hate my colleagues at CXO.

Eh, school wasnt on on Fri, so went shopping with my sissy. Hahahaha, with WT of cos. Ehs, sissy went to cut her hair for some modelling done by Alex. Bah, was kinda nice overall luh. Then went shopping, then eat, then shop, then eat. Bot one checktats' shirt and a singlet. Was having warehse sales if im not wrong. Then bot two pair of black shoes for next yr. One vans and one Emerica. Saw Shirley on tha way, then played ard. Bot her stuffs and shes gonna work at spore. Oh, im gonna miss her luhhh.

Uhhhh, was looking for a pair of checktats pants. Saw one alrdy, at my shop, but kinda expensive. Its by freshjive. Uh, who knows where lacoste shoes are sold? Bahhhh, im looking for so many thgs with so little money. Ahahahaaaa, guess what. I asked boss for a raise. I think he kinda accepted it luhhh. God knows what will happen if he dont. Looooool, I need money, i want , i need i must have it !!

uh, happy holidaying now luh. Uhms, was thinking of asking my parents to go shoppping with me! Bah, seldom have this kinda arrangement cos they cant change their schedule for me and blah blah blah. i stil duno why ppl wil wanna shout at others just bcos they are angry. Shit evyone luh. HAHA

2005-11-23T06:29:00.000-08:00

DEAR DIARY, ALARMING JOVIAL !!

HAHAHAHAAAA, was extremely happy today. Didnt really know why, but ohwells main thing is that im happy right.

ahhhh, had add maths remedial the past few days, as usual....... waited for NJY before went to school and stuffs. HAHAAAA, having lessons with him are fun !!! LOL

In total, nothing much happened. Went shopping with sissy today. She brot me to crystal jade Kitchen to eat. wahhhh, the fooood damn nice luh can ! esp. the porridge and fried beancurd with shrimps ! Lol, den went shopping alrdy. Then she bot one cardigan, its purple and its nice i guess. loooool.

Then went back to msia to meeet my er jie fu!! loooool, was kinda happy and went to watch GOF with them !!!! LOL, after the show was alarming jovial with no apparent reason. treating evyone with candies.

APPLE TO MY EYES.

hahahahaa, shirley was even funnier. She went to my shop and said that shes my gf in order to get that discount. bahhhhhh, my god and that sickening zhiwei said, "i intended to give her discount but after she said she was your gf, discount ten cents also dowan give!"
ASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

hahahahahaaa, was happy luh fullstop.

Always look on the bright side of life, tha da > da der da der tha da
*whistles

2005-11-17T23:45:00.000-08:00

DEAR DIARY,

HAHAHAHAAA, so long din update alrdy. And jasz was like bugging me to update my bloggie which, in da first place, wasnt completed yet and stuffs. Was missing the goddamn tagboard and no linkies.

Have been going to school these few days and nth much really happened luh. The booster programme sucks. I was tired thruout the day and waiting for shyanni just made it worse. Its like piangs, two consecutive days waited from 7 - 7.45 but in tha end stil didnt turned up. And so, was late for school and blah.

Science was worse. Doing practical all day long, and in tha end stil get scolded by Danial Lim. Bahhhh, stil need go back school to receive his goddamn lessons. RAH< NEXT WEEK STIL HAVE SCHOOL.

Add maths sucks.............

Hahahaaa, NJY was out to bangkok, land of B-utiful men. LOL kinda missed him and stuffs. Piangs, was like he accompanied me to sch these few days and keeps me laughing and stuffs. PLUS, he went back home with me and loadsa stuffs luh. Miss his crappiness and stuffs. HAHAHAHA, he said he wil get me sumthg from Thailand..... -.-

Luckily he's coming back on monday, and have his Add maths oso. Uh, wont be that boring i guess.

HOHOHO. Jasz, Joel, Chy, NGY, Darren, KKA, kelly and ETC. bot me Hugo Boss cologne luh. hahahaha, it was in one of my wishlist things. IM OVER THA MOON. HHAAAAA, i was calling my sissy to wake up tha other day and tha first thing she said when she woke up was 'what cologne are yoo wearing? so nice' hahahahaaaa, so yehs. LALALALALAAAA
THANKUS !

SPECIALLY DEDICATED TO JASZ :
BAHHHHH, IM SO NOT CHILDISH LUH CAN. I WAS JUST UHMS, ENTERTAINING PEOPLE LIKE KHAIRUL AND JAMES. LOL, anyway, thankus for buying me that cologne 'cos i know yoo were the one who chose it and stuffs and yehs, stood by me all this while. yehs, so am i blessed or what, to have a sisterrrrrrr like ye'. haaaaaa, and yuh, go for it if ye' like him luhhh. and and and, study hard luhhh. Dont keep pon *grins. Ye' wanted to be a lawyer ryte. Albeit ye'll passed with flying colours with those tongue that can kill. (: I'll be here when ye' need me aights.

2005-10-20T06:38:00.000-07:00

DEAR DIARY,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY (:

bahhhhhhhhhhh ! Celebrated my birthday recently, hahaa. And that was like just before the exams. Exams suck big time, so were my results. AHAAA, CUDNT CARE LESS. Big sissy and small sissy took me to redbox and partyed! Was okae? hahaha, its the first time someone celebrated my birthday thou. Love them to bits :D WT bot me a sweater. Uhms, big and small sissies paid for the ktv expenses and Jeff bot me that Adidas watch. Zhi jun was really sweet? She bot me the girlguide's chocolates. Hehs, love Bongbong luh !!!

hahahaaa, was like really slack these few days. Damn tired oso luh. Vistied the esplanade ytd. The view there was like, fcuking 'take-my-breath-away' type. bahhhhhh, was really down but ohwells..

Jeff bot me a coloured contact lens. Hes really good, probly just that my sister doesnt like him only. wei teng is great too. hahahahaa, probly the only boyfriend my sister have that i like. big sissy engaged into a rlsp too. hahahaaaa, now im like HAHA.

Nothing much really happened? LOL 've been spending more time with WT, Jeff and sissies these few days.

Ive lost what i once had, my d'ffection <3 AJ

2005-10-01T02:34:00.000-07:00

DEAR DIARY,
EVERYTHING MEANS NOTHING IF I AINT GOT YOOOO.

hahahaha. was to busy and tired these few days that i din manage to write and entries. But ohwells, WAS BCOS I WAS BUSY STUDYING OKAE.
HAHAAA, BUT SERIOUSLY, nothing much happened that i really wanna talk about. Ytd while waiting for mr chong's bio lesson, Min Hui went to scribble and wrote HY'S name on it. RAH, SERIOUSLY NOTHING BETTER TO DO. THEN, WHEN HY CAME BACK > EVYONE START SHOUTING. evybody is like pissed off with Min hui for doing somethg like a five year old- kid. sheeeeesh, like really stupid. At first Jemimah, den MY dominic den my bestie CHY , sheeesh JUST GROW UP LUH. IVE GOT NOTHING TO COMMENT BOUT HIS CHILDISHNESS. ITS NEAR NON-DESCRIPTABLE.
den during mr chong's lesson, he was like picking on joel den joel just flare up. HAAA, was kinda funny in da first place, but ltr on kinda worried cos.. he seems really displeased and wrote somethg like this in msn,'Dear hated one.. yoo are the source of my unhappiness' somethg lidat. LOL Hugged him and HY goodbye but JASZ doesnt want mine. SAD LUH

HAHAHAHA, DEN WAS RAINING CATS AND DOGS OUTSIDE. Junyou was really funny. He just dashed out to the bus stop but realised ltr on nobody's following him. He turned back. LIKE LOL LUH. Den cudnt hailed a cab to stop and let us in, den was thinking maybe its bcos kongcheng was the one hailing the cab. If its me, maybe it will be different. LOL XP

nothing much alrdy i guess. OH YEHS, i will pay someone for my birthday just to make my birthday exciting. hahaa. NO LUH, NOT TO THAT EXTENT. BUT YOO GET WHAT I MEAN.

my d'affection <3 AJ

2005-09-28T04:52:00.000-07:00

DEAR DIARY,
I DID NOT ENJOY MY DAY.

RAH, was called by leo for being a PRACTICAL WHORE who treats someone good only when they treat me good. LIKE, ARE YOO BORN WITH NO BRAINS OR YOO ARE STILL LIVING IN THE WORLD WHERE ' I LOVE YOO, YOO LOVE ME, WE ARE HAPPY FAMILY' TYPE. GOSH, helloooooooooooooooo ! OF COURSE YOO WIL TREAT SOMEONE GOOD WHEN THEY TREAT YOO GOOD. Then what, when they backstabbed yoo alrdy then yoo'll treat him good. COME ON LUH CAN, i need to be practical cause THIS IS LIFE.
I PITY YOO CAUSE YOO HAVE SERIOUSLY NO LIFE OF YOUR OWN !
and im not one of your pushees where yoo just order me ard to PUT BACK YOUR FUCKING PLATE. Gosh, do yoo noe who yoo are talking to? ANDREW YIN, THE WORLD REVOLVES ARD ME. GEDDIT? DUMBASS. AND IM FAT. SO WHAT, IM HAPPY THE WAY I AM ! AND BTW, DO NOT COMPARE ME WIH JASON. CAUSE.. WE ARE D I F F E R E N T

URGH ! PISSER. DESTORY MY WHOLE DAY.

2005-09-26T06:33:00.000-07:00

Dear diary, -sunny, hot

LOL, find it nice to start my diary like that. HAHA, nothing much today. Feeling damn sick and tired this morning, with no mood to do anythg. Got late for school and still rushing to complete my chem wkbk which was supposed to be passed up like last Wed. Cant blame me luh, was busy mugging yoo seeeeeee. LOL
Then, SCHOOL'S OVER. HAHA, went to study with Leo at canteen. ATE TWO BOWLS OF RICE. lol, glutton BOOHOOOOOOOOO- was crapping with Leo and stuffs. manage to study extraction of metals only. BOYCOTT SCHOOL LUH -HURHUR
Then went home with Leo accompanying. hahahahahahaaa. WAS MADDING WITH HIM AND TEACHING BIO ALL THE WAY. hahahahaaa
then guess, nothing much happened. Ohwell, B-O-R-I-N-G

This blog doesnt seem really completed. Got no tagboard and stuffs. Lol, HAOPENGYOU's busy i think.
my d'affection <3AJ

2005-09-25T08:04:00.000-07:00

LOL, went to study today. With joel, jasz <3 and joy. Meet up with joel first < and gosh, he was late by 30 minutes. He said that's first time he was late for so long, but before that he sent me a msg telling me :' i will take my time'. Gosh. WHAT DO YOO EXPECT ME TO THINK.
Then went to mac and did maths. was madding with Joel saying bout his big-a-nose then this mad woman came and told me not to laugh so hard cos.. its affecting her. HAS SHE NO BRAINS OR WHAT. Like W-T-F, and Joel kept telling me im disgracing him. DAMN HIM.
jasz and joyce came in later. Then went to lib with no place to sit and everything, and was thinking im might get constipation if i continue to sit cross-legged. I BLAME JOYCE FOR THAT.
lol, and jasz was telling joel that he shd go take up another language course cos... apparently joel didnt manage to get into band 1 and his mother tongue werent that great either. so well.. HAHA
Guess joel was thinking of sucide when joel didnt manage to answer JASZ'S question. cos jasz apparently was alrdy throwing books and pens at him.
HAHAHAHAHAAA
then went back home and watched Final Fantasy VII. LOL, so nice luh can. the girl's pretty until... HAHAHAAAA

but still, wanna thank HAOPENGYOU for helping me with this bloggggg. <3
and JOEL, JASZ, JOYCE for accompanying me to study today.
my d'affection <3

2005-09-24T04:16:00.000-07:00

i wanna thank haopengyou for helping me XD <3